One fine day... on a beautiful glorious sunshiney (yes, its not a word but i'll use it anyways) day... I got up really late with a massive hangover, having lost my wallet, banged my brand new car into an innocent tree the night before and missed an important story deadline by 3 hours right before an overdue promotion. Oh, yes! I can be that irresponsible.
I wake up, not in a crappy mood but in a cheerful one. A throbbing head but a beaming smile nonetheless. The coffee is perfectly black and bitter and the breakfast is wonderfully runny eggs and burned toast...the birds are chirping on an unusually shrill pitch and there are no missed calls from the boss fretting over my no-show at work (it sucks when they don't even bother to pick up the phone and tell you how incompetent you are isn't it?). I might be dreaming. But a firm pinch confirms that I am indeed wide awake. Am I delusional then? Deranged perhaps? None actually. I am simply content.
I think many of us, including yours truly, have forgotten how to feel completely content. When you can't find anything to complain about even though the otherwise obvious crib worthy instances are glaring straight at you... that's when you know what contentment feels like. It can simply be explained as a kind of 'looking at the world through rose-coloured glasses' phenomenon. And no it isn't directly related to being in love. It is about being in a good place in your life. Everything else could suck but you find the strength to smile through it all and emerge unscathed. All the better for it.
I am living through my very own personal hell at the moment. But I am still content being me. Just me. All wild guesses point towards the direction of some good luck courtesy 'the wishing bone'. Or so said my horoscope in the morning paper:
"You have been blessed with a wishing bone for a short period in your life. Make use of it"
Within the day, my wallet was returned to me with all its contents intact, the insurance agency verified and agreed to pay full damages on my car and upon reaching office I was informed that the boss had called in sick, which meant I got off the hook. I have also been gifted with an excellent appraisal and a hefty bonus.
I am not a believer in the higher arts or whatever other gifts the fortune tellers are born with but sometimes you got to turn believer.
My version of the story - It's a wishing bone, stuck in a fishing zone. Go, fish!
9 comments:
the breakfast reference reminded me - 4 suzzane's chicken sausages sizzled on a pan, 4 brown bread toasts with cheese spread and 2 with 3-4 pieces of jalapenos, fat cup of tea and 2 cup cakes. tall glass of leh berry! ah nice! nothing can go wrong in the world with a weekend breakfast like this
@ amit
dude quite a loaded breakfast you are getting huh :P
Well dear, looks like things are looking up, but still, personal hells are meant to be shared and complained about to your friends and lovers, especially on your anony-blogs! Hang in there!
More "wishing bone" power to you gurl!
I have yet to experience a day where everything is going wrong and I'm still at peace :) Hell! I'm never at peace at the best of times! So I envy you!
Hope the personal hell ends soon for you though!
Haha! Thats pretty cool that things turned out well.. damn well! I find myself being quite content in general too, sometimes too content, if thats possible?! But yes, I know what you mean by being happy with what is, just being... Hope everything works out one by one, and glad to see a new post from you after a really long time!
amen...
all i can say to this is that its good to find someone else for once who gets feeling truly content being you despite the worlds bullshit. thank you.
oh yeah, pointless factoid, this has been posted on the 29th which is my birthday.. just thought it was worth mentioning. :)
cheers..
@ nutty
thanks gal...I hope the same...and wish you one contended day :P
@ still searching
glad to see a fellow content-er...eh even that's not a word ;)
@ dude
belated happy birthday. Virgo is it?
@ betty
things always look better...its just about perception. thanks for the support :)
thanks. yup, the only one in a family full of aquarians and leos so i tend to keep a low profile when at home.
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